Everything has a ending.


Ohhh, so many people come and go.

Best friends, close friends, old friends, acquaintances, passer-by’s, a friend of a friend, colleagues, complete and utter strangers.

Sweating whether they’re still cool with you.

Whether you said and did everything right.

I, myself, don’t make lasting impressions – you take me for me, as I do you.

I’d admit that I suck and I do need to work on that.

I should hold up a sign that says-

“A work in progress…”

haha, jokes aside.

Just don’t fcuking sweat it.

Move on if it didn’t work out.

Don’t sweat it if you said the wrong things.

Don’t be sad because of it.

It’s not the end of the world.

Oh ffs, don’t sweat it. I fucking told you already!

You will be better at it, and you WILL find something that’ll just fit.

Be patient, if you’re the type who doesn’t ride on the fast lane.

An ending always has a new beginning.

You can always try many ways until you find something that fits.

Just don’t lose hope.

Sometimes it doesn’t suck to be alone, really.



Hey thereeeee, my name’s Vanessa and i’m from Sydney, Australia.. and this is my first post 🙂

I’m sixteen ATM turning seventeen in 3 days and I’m in my final year of high school at a school I will not name for privacy reasons. I study English, General Maths, Visual Arts, Hospitality and Food Technology – but I don’t want anything to do with these subjects in the near future as I want to study pyschological science or medical science. I have no siblings which makes me an absolute loner, but I do have my 2 parents which I guess I get on with on occassions. I’m a tad bit shy and I dislike being center of attention, but that’s because I don’t feel the need to display myself. I just adore little kids and I am not a creeper BTW, I just think that their youth and innocence makes me love them even more. I find astrology very very intriguing as well as law, mystery and so forth.

I guess one of the reasons why I decided to get WordPress is because I want to improve on my self-expression and being able to apply that into words on paper, well in this case into my blog. But my other reason is because I would like to document my thoughts here and look back to it and reminisce – you’d say “Why don’t you just write in your journal?”, and I’ll say “Because I suck at keeping stuff, including journals.”

I can’t think of anything else to say so I will conclude my post, I hope I haven’t bored the crap out of you because I swear I will be better at this… somehow..

I’m in the middle of my school holidays so I suppose I will keep updating until school starts but I will try.

Signing off,

nessa 🙂